Sunday, 20 November 2011

Bright and Unusual

I've been thinking again (Christ I've been posting a lot). As of recent I've had more dosages of euphoria and.. I don't know. I noticed more closely my appreciation for my friends. Online of course. (I don't have anymore in rl really. Being a loner somehow runs in my family.)

Just thanks. (And yeah I'm totally plagiarizing but fuck it) You're probably the closest thing to a family I have right now. Though I don't really have much to live for anymore, I'm happy right now to be around you people. Even if we don't talk, it's still nice just to see your DP on my friends list.

Though personally, I find this post somewhat strange. /shrug/ Perhaps it's the acceptance phase of my really... really long cycle of grief. Though I think I've already hit this stage plenty of times. Speaking of which there's a nice coating of snow outside. Really fucking cold but... hey. I love winter. I even love shoveling snow. I love everything about winter.. it's peaceful.

Though there's not much to update in my life right now, again, this is just a thanks to my friends.

Remembering to Smile,

Nob

1 comment:

  1. It makes me happy to see you in something which I guess you can call good mood? Anyways, you seem less depressed or troubled than usual, and that's a good sign, I find. Nobody's to say how long it lasts, but I say you cherish the fuck out of this opportunity.

    I think it's not bad either that you have been posting so much of late, maybe you have realized there are people reading this more frequently than you may have thought? At least subconscious. Other than that, a good blog is always up to date and I think that's just even more of a good thing for you.

    Don't have much else to say other than that I'm glad that you're like this right now. Hope that stays as long as possible.

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