The Long March

Evening viewers, another entry.

If I haven't told you already, I'll tell you now. Starting Sunday I don't plan to go on the computer for 2 weeks so I'll be MIA for awhile. Hopefully we can play some vidyagames before then. Why you ask? It's sort of a bet with my father and me wanting to see my steam rating go to 0. He wanted to see if I could last a day without my computer and I just thought, "That's easy. You know what? I haven't seen my Steam rating be 0 in a long time so let's do 2 weeks!" Regardless it proves to my dad I'm not addicted (Though I'm sure I am) to the computer. I'll probably post one last entry on Saturday before leaving and how I feel.

In other news, I think I want to take some violin lessons. I don't really know why but I'm almost sure it has something to do with Touhou. Seriously, the music in it is wonderful. Though I'm almost sure I'm too old to actually become really good at it, it could be a hobby you know? 'Sides, it's a life skill. Maybe it could save my life or woo some damsel right? Heh.

In response to Rio, tbh I never thought my blog would be that popular. While I'm almost sure it's not as popular as Crim's, really I only expected like 3 readers. And here I am sitting with about..50 views in one week? I don't know if that is someone constantly checking my blog or whatever but yeah. I don't know, I think a lot of my viewership comes from me being quiet about how I feel about things and mostly never displaying my opinion (I'm almost certain this is true). But in all honesty, I couldn't say why. Misery loves company I suppose? Heh.

How do I feel right now? I'm okay. Only okay though. Status quo I guess you could say. I'm past my happy point and back into my normal depressive self but as said, I'm okay. I'm alive. My exams are coming soon so the 2 week bs will be useful. Unless I spend my suddenly extra free time just sleeping, then I'm in trouble. My insomnia is also working again.  A fun fact about me. I have insomnia because I'm afraid to go to bed. Odd yeah but... hey. I'm afraid because of my dreams.. and just seeing the next day is hard in itself. I'm constantly worried about my future and the nightmares are horrid. I don't know.. I'll be sleepy as hell tomorrow and I have to stay for awhile after school to go to my Math Club.. or maybe I'll skip it tomorrow.. I don't know. I just have a craving for sushi atm. Seriously, that's probably going to be my new addiction or something ughh. AND THEN WHEN I COME BACK TO THE COMPUTER, IT'LL BE SUSHI AND COMPUTER TIME. FUN.

Anyway... that's pretty much it..  I hope I get to play some vidya games with you people soon and until then, see ya Saturday. (Also it's fucking cold in Manitoba atm. Ugh. Seriously we get like the coldest winters and one of the hottest summers in Canda. +35's and -35's... OH YEAAAAAAAH).

Remembering to smile,

Nob.