I've betrayed (I feel) enough people in my lifetime.. yet I continue to hurt people. I'm a bit deprived of sleep at the moment so you know, bare with me.
I find some joy in it.
Odd..
Rest assured I dislike doing it but there's just some.. charm to it. I blame the media for making me romanticize the subject but it's strange really. I think I usually see the world through a camera. Much akin to Shakespeares 'All the world is a stage and the people in it are its players....' It just adds.. spice to life. Some.. moment to it. Like you're actually living life rather than letting it drift by. I mean I still try to avoid betraying people because its long term effects still fuck over its short term effects.
A lot of my 'sayings' and quotes are usually the result of me actually feeling that way. One of my older quotes was, "You're only sorry because you got caught.". That was sometimes the case for me. I didn't particularly care for the other parties goals, I just wanted to further my own. Isn't that humanity in general though? We all just want to further our own goals for our next dose of euphoria whether it's at the cost of another or not.
Anyway aside from betraying people, in regards to the pictures I've been posting I've decided that it's just going to be Rumia from now on mostly because her life is more or less the one I want/live through. You can find out for yourself what I mean by that.
Good day and let's not forget...
Remember to Smile my chaps.
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